As my own awakening progresses, the emptiness I have realized about "myself" is pervading my new experience more fully. It continues to be more consistently in my awareness. What I used to consider as the labels that comprised me are simply fading away. Before, my thoughts would be constantly recycling and renewing into new concepts of "who I am". The great fights, thoughts, and clever tricks my identity used to play are simply wearing out, I guess. Enough is enough as the inner silence becomes more prevalent and dominant in my constant experience. A couple years ago, I guess I just hit the point of complete exhaustion with my self torturing thoughts, doubts, and regrets. This arose from my eight years being indoctrinated in the military and going to Iraq twice as a Hospital Corpsman. Talk about deeply embedded thought identities! I didn't know it at the time, but looking back on early 2011 through 2012, a full awakening was really the only optio
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